RAWR!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

click here for CAMP PICS! day one

click here for CAMP PICS! day two

click here for CAMP PICS! day three

DAY FOUR DONT HAVE! HAHA.

WHICH IS NICER?

RED?

OR GREEN?

THIS ONE'S NICE, but i dont have a dark enough skin tone to carry it nicely! meimei might be getting that one though. haha coolioooooo! :D

i think i'm getting red. IF i can find it at the deal i heard of. if not then damnit. the watch is gorgeous!

MAB;S IN BANGKOK, I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY! :/

♥ 11:04 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

happy birthday daddy. <3

♥ 1:51 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

hello! back from camp. it was a lil worse than i expected it to be, but i had much much much more fun than i had expected to have! the first day was still kinda uhh, but after that everyone was generally warmed up and it was generally awesome! haha.

one leech bite! (x

and it definately was a good break from my life. as in, yeah. i didnt really think much about all those things during camp.

and i'm not sunburned or chaoda, like i'd expected myself to be. just a slight tone darker. BUT NEVERMIND, there's always sentosa. YES? :D

and i didnt lose weight! ugh, i think i put on weight. waliaooo.

MABEL is leaving for thailand this coming monday! i shall try to go send her off. goshh, i'll miss her so! dont forget to buy _ for me okay? (; hehe. love you baby! <3

AND AND AND, i'm still craving for starbucks! i wana try the banana thing, carisser said it's nice! i'm not too sure though. but either way, i'm craving for starbucks! and macdonalds 50 cents ice cream! hehhhh.

holidays are here! that means projects, homework, assignments, no allowance, and having nothing else to do! i wana go out! like every other day! anyone wana go out with me? :D

ok, i'm gna eat, bathe, unpack, sleep! i'm rather tired, yes i am.

♥ 6:16 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

haha ok, i'm finally more or less ready for camp, and more or less excited!

but i'm really tired. and my mind's a mess! so i'm mood swinging alot. ALOT. gosh.

haha, whatever! at least i know for sure i'm not pmsing :D

daddy's birthday is this coming sunday. i've gotta pull myself together. and make things right. let me be the one to put down my pride, if i must. i'm gna get that ~~old~~ man something! :D and surprise him! and make him darn happy.

ok, bloodsucking leeches and mosquitoes, bedbug-filled beds, muddy mud, cold bucket baths, team work lifestyle, disgusting food, NO HANDPHONE DAYS, here i come! watch out, olson's gna kickass! (ok, maybe not, but whatever! that sounded nice! :D)

Sec2 Learning and Adventure Camp
Edventure village, blahblahblah, Johor, West Malaysia.
departure: 23 May (Tuesday), morning.
arrival: 26 May (Friday), 3pm.

MUMMY CANT FETCH ME AFTER SCHOOL ): unless i want to wait till 5:30 pm -ish, which i think i will.

please keep us in prayer :D

goodnight!

♥ 11:43 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

found at http://dictionary.reference.com

eunice

happily conquering, the mother of Timothy, a believing Jewess, but married to a
Greek (Acts 16:1). She trained her son from his childhood in the knowledge of
the Scriptures (2 Tim. 3:15). She was distinguished by her "unfeigned faith."

Source: Easton's 1897 Bible Dictionary

eunice

Eunice, good victory

Source: Hitchcock's Bible Names Dictionary

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a song i hate and love, at the same time.

Amber Pacific
Gone So Young

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know your waiting
And if I should call, I know your there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
~~It's easier to be apart~~

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a another time
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now

Today's crosscountry was surprisingly good! Ran with mabel. I actually ran! :D Gosh, mabel's so darn fit. I had such a hard time keeping up with her! hahaha. Had dental today. Replaced the whateveryoucallit that i broke. Hah. now it's damn tight, and pain.

FISH AND CHIPS! FINALLY! GOSH, THANK GOD!!

jeanette's leaving tmr! ):

sam's sucha darling :D proud to have a daughter like her! :D

TIRED, goodnight!

♥ 12:30 AM

Monday, May 15, 2006

how now brown cow?

♥ 8:05 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Let forgiveness wash away the pain

<3

♥ 11:00 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

haha, the weekend was really bittersweet man.

FRIDAY I GYMED FOR 90MINS NON STOP IT WAS SUCH A STRUGGLE I TELL YOU. i really need to tone up. i feel like a tub of jello -.- wobble wobble. hahahhaha.

saturday.
during svc i was really stoned. like so not engaged. just damn spacing out. duno whats wrong with me lah :/ i was trying to pray but then like somehow nothing to say liaddat. aiya. duno la. went bpp after that. ate at macs with huimin, ian and friend, then went to starbucks. supposed to do hw but.. heh heh heh. then went home. chatted around, slept late. got messed up a bit. lol.

dreamt of _ . we kissed? my gosh, my dreams are crazy. lyk damn random lah. lyk _ of all people?! but damn romantic HAHA ok shut up eunice.

today.
i swear my mum's china student is damn cute! he didnt know how to put on seatbelt. damn cute lah! perked up my morning. redid my quadratic equations thing. i took 2 hours to do 4 questions. i suck man. lol. my curves were too curvey -.- hahaha. went for svc, so embrassing lah my stomach was lyk growling. after that went to eat kfc (<3!) and then went to support aflame! haha. actually i wasnt really watching :P i can only watch soccer properly on tv :D haha but they played well lah(: then after that went for dinner at bpp. and then came home. haha.

a lot has happened in the past few weeks. but well. i shall assume you all know what you're doing, and yal have your reasons? and even if i'm proven wrong and all this is just some game or what to you then well. God has His reasons for all this lah. for me. and for you. so well. what have you learnt from this?

well, i think for me, God's teaching me to really forgive. and love as He would. and to not hate and diss and bear grudges and everything. yeah. i guess that's my struggle. and also to trust in Him. as in, really trust in Him.

i dread sec2 camp.

God's love has never touched me so much.

you know what? i'm just afraid of screwing it up. thus i resorted to stop things before we grew too close, the last time. i'm just afraid of screwing it up again cos really i just screw everything up and yeah this is something i really dont want to screw. cos you mean a whole damn lot to me. so yeah. i'm sorry if all my uncertainty pisses you off at times. i just dont want to make mistakes. <333

MABEL! i'm very very sorry. fei chang dui bu qi, ke yi yue liang wo mah? dui bu qi. <3

wow. long post. k, tired. man, this is all so absurd. nite.

♥ 11:40 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

my gosh, what to do :/

i should stop thinking so much, stop stuffing myself so much, ~~get off the damned computer~~ and start with my frickin maths homework and get some sleep cos i think i really look like shit.

rawr >:(

♥ 9:20 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

got this off evan;s :D

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 4

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 9

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 3

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 2

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 3

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 4

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 3

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 7

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 5

MY TOTAL IS 45. i am such a goodgirl :D

♥ 5:16 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006